just a mirage

Hey guys.

Just really like to thank you for bearing with me.

It's easy enough for me to find people to share jokes with, but very difficult to find people who I can share frustrations openly with, and not take offence (I hope).

You are invaluable friends.

oh man..in the midst of all mah post o levels celebrations i forgot that it's kaimin's birthday today!

YO SUP

i dunno who reads this blog but i'll just say a quick THANK YOU to all you guys who sent your condolences and stuff..although ol' the calls and messages generally say the same thing but i'm generally grateful anyhow. haha. i've kinda gotten over it, although the thought of not being able to see her again..and.. the thought of how tragically she died.. makes me tear every now and then but sad moments do feed on themselves..knowaamean..
thanks especially to KAIMINA for his very emotional messages. hahaha. IF I WERE YOUR GIRLFRIEND I WOULD HAVE PROPOSED TO YOU STRAIGHT AWAY MAN.
and thanks to people like david and caleb for their one-liner condolences.
like "eh you ok anot" says david.."eh you can anot" says caleb.. hahaha.
ok la it's not really one-liner..after that there was "eh i really what to say la so..eh today we eating packet rice in church.."

and of course many thanks to ivan. and many other non-funkkians who probably dun read this blog..like aunty carolin and the spk people and other dudes like joyce who SHOWED SOME LOVE YE-AIR

through the death of a loved one you learn:
1. that o levels really ain't mean nothin'
2. that some people such as david and caleb cannot make it in hopeline next time

but let this not dampen the spirit of christmas.
after o's and a's, we've got some ROCK AND ROLL TO DO BABY YE-AIR

wah..man u beat newcastle 3-1..newcastle really has the titus defence sia..





tightest defence, for those who are slower.

oh yeah!!!!

sounds pretty brilliant... all except us cooking. Don't really feel like spending my New Year in hospital... ya know...

And yeah it must be a great Christmas celebration this year man... last year it was like The Last Supper for me, going to be crucified the next day. NO MORE!!!

I'm all for decorating the youth lounge too. The pool table is the correct colour already... let's hang lights on the pool balls and string them up next to our names or something.

Christmas is coming, our blog is ringing...

it's the christmas spirit man. no snow, but there's friendship.

Feelin Christmasy on Nov 13th...

Ivan

I find it hard not to post something when my name keeps popping up.

ha, responding to caleb and ryan, ah have no training from 23rd to 25th.. i think. Can't remember if i have training on the 26th but ahh, i'll be free for the christmas parteh.

anyway, to sum up ryan's lengthy entry, what he meant is that for the first time, we're gonna have some sort of a christmas party organised by us and for us!

ahh, can't think of any worthy suggestions or planing details now. i hope that this christmas will be a blast man, and where ever it may be, we'll be having a rocking time with jingle bell rock. ha

love, your trainer.

hey....... david here....
haha caleb, you looking at our blog from the linux in church is it?
from that computer you must scroll down then can see the pics..
they're all still there....
anyway to ryan.....
haha you're damn funny..... but i love everything you said...
especially putting a christmas tree in the youth lounge.. and we should make it look like a lounge man... leather sofas...disco lights, and we should change the stupid carpet that jesse's dog peed on before....
haha...
waa caleb just post... i just read it... i'm feeling all nostalgic now.. thinking about all the fun we always had in the holidays.. haha yeah let's have fun this christmas......................... :)

well ryan, i sure hope Christmas 04 will be one with a bang. we'll start off the day with our annual Christams service right in the home of our lovely Lord Jesus Christ. then, we can go on planning from there. cant wait for camp to start man, miss those days where the funkk-ians do crazy stuff together. hope Mr lye junxu will be there. Come on Junxu! give yourself a break, Its gonna be Christmas! Its a publice holiday as well! yeah Come for camp guys! ITS THE FUNKK REUNION!

Caleb

hey guys, it's ryan in the house. ah feel that we must make this christmas a really good one. knowaamean. like...going to stadium kaimina to play MAHJONG on christmas day is really a no no. haha. we needa do somethin' special and somethin' christmasy man!! like play some jazz to the people on the streets and SHOW SOME LOVE YE-AIR.

i spent christmas eve last year in england and it was really fun..ah played rugby with lawrence out in the cold winter and all sorts of strange self improvised games....and the dinner was superbly planned..all the christmas hats we gotta wear and stuff..hahaha..and we (me my bros and my cousins) played table soccer ol' night..2 on 2..round robin..and whatever..all night man....i spent christmas day flying over the mediterranean back to singapore so it was crap. so i vowed to have 2004's christmas a fabulous one.

we gotta plan the christmas agenda really well because it's the most special day of funkk's life and it's kaimina's farewell. so i suggest we have an AGM on the 20th of december to discuss this.

ah suggest baseball in the evening, maybe at that marina place or somethin, since david has baseball stuff. though we can't play it and i only know half the rules..i'm sure it'll be fun just foolin' around on grass. plan B is soccer or touch rug, of course. hahaha.

at night we should dance. hahahahahahahaha. dance to jazz. but before that, the christmas dinner must be really special. we should make christmas dinner ourselves, really.. but i dunno what's gonna happen to the kitchen so i'm not volunteering my kitchen. ..i mean, of course don't go and get those stuff that we must cook la..just get picnic ham and some cheese..canned food and..hahaha..yeah army stuff.. we should just buy different stuff from cold storage and make a really sophisticated dish outta it, and takes photos of it and call it OUR OWN BABY YE-AIR. hahaha.

and then eat it lah.

i hope we can spend the night at david's, cos his living room is like a ballroom. if not, we can spend the night at the youth lounge, like we did during night cycling... Remember?? Hahaha..oh that was a brilliant night..

AND OF COURSE the youth lounge must not be spared of our christmas warmth. i really hope to put up a christmas tree and put up all the christmas stuff there but money's a problem but we could recycle it every year so i don't think it's too much of a problem so i guess we put this issue up for a referendum.

i dunno...my ideal christmas is playing with snow..and all that kinda stuff i see on tv but of course..that's not possible on this lil' island.

plus, i don't think we should watch tv or play computer or whatever cos socializing's always the most fun.

plus, junxu is banned from going for training.

so after o levels and A levels, we should spend some time thinkin' and maybe planning.. ah think the last night of the youth camp is the best night to plan stuff for christmas..

Hey David! nice lay out man, it makes me fee all warm and fuzzy inside. (ok that sounded kinda gay) but yeah its really nice. where have the pictures gone by the way? maybe u should include some christmasy pictures in and pump up the spirit of christmas! its kinda ealry but MERRY CHRISTMAS folks!!!

Caleb

WOOOAAAAHHHH CRYSTAL PALACE ROCKS MAN!!!
My word, they are super good lah..people talk about arsenal dropping points but ah think crystal palace deserves a whole lot of credit man.. they could have even won it with one super unlucky miss.. but nevermind.. Meanwhile arsenal's dying. Hee ha! It's all thanks to MANCHESTER UNITED, who shot them in the leg and now look at 'em! ..not as if man u's doin really well anyway..but hey, a cheapskate 4-1 win over Sparta is not a bad result..
Ohh what a pity arsene wenger..

ManUtd must win the derby man.. must.. must.. otherwise i'll fail tmr's paper..

speakin' of papers, o levels has been really crap for me man! the papers are really easy lah but i fear the worse for all my subjects so far man..
For example, for A math, i wrote 50 / 2 = 30. WOAH CRAP. luckily it's the very last step of the qns so they wouldn't take away too many marks.. but i'm worried that if such mistakes are littered all over the place.. then i'll get a stupid A2 again!
Haha..english was crap..very unconfident about my essays..and my oral, which was way back mid-yr..

CHRISTMAS...LALALALALA...

ah think i should sign off each exam script with 'merry christmas', since the cambridge dudes would most probably be marking my scripts during the christmas period..

For example,

cosine 2x = tan 6y + ln 3, 0 < x < 360
....
....
Hence, x = 4.23 (merry christmas) (3 s.f.)

WOAH.......
i've spent lots of time on this and i'm really proud of it........
hehe.... it looks cool don't YOU think?
christmas is really THAT time of the year man.... and it's coming real quick..
SO JUST HAVE YOURSELF A MERRY LITTLE CHRISTMAS!
WOOOO HOOO!!!!!

hey...
i'm really caught up with the christmas spirit... so i'm going to see what i can do to make this place santa's home.. if it looks the same to you, then well i failed..

haha.
david

P.S
can someone BLOODY POST? haha.......