just a mirage

I've done some tests with lovecalculator.com and it seems Joel Pang has the highest love relationship with the Army at 54%. Haha.

I know people wanna know what medic school is like, since no one else in church has gone there before, so I thought I'd describe it here, though I also know that people come here as often as bird droppings land on your head. But after typing a bit, I remembered that blogging about army is an offence. All I can say is that I had good things to say about it. Haha. But it's the law, sorry.

it's 2.20am in the morning. i embarked on my mugging exploits at 11pm and promptly took a midnight mid-study break at 12.20am to ease my hypothalamic discomfort. last night was about the same, i took a break after studying for awhile, and then i went to read up about tristan prettyman, cos i heard her music on the tv and was drawn to it and yes. so she had a 'blog' so i read it and it put me into this state of cerebral unrest because she articulated many thoughts and beliefs that i have always subscribed to but never expressed significantly. it was surreal reading the phenotypic expression of notions and ideals that i have hopelessly kept embedded in the DNA equivalent of my intellect mind(some lovely friends might want to contest its existence). So anyway, this carried on to today, and i've spent much of the previous 2 hours on a different kind of voyeurism with absolutely no gonads involved, reading some of my friends' blogs. i used to unashamedly bluntly proclaim to close friends that i do not read blogs because i think it's wasting time. i probably was 'wasting time' in a medical student context, but i guess reading blogs does have some kind of value on personal thought progression.
anyway, i thought about writing this because i was having an acute headache that hypothetically could be due to studying about the anatomy of the big thing up there that aches during a headache.

So i'll just talk a bit about my imagination, or maybe just imagine me talking about that topic.
i always believe that my personal ideals have different dimensions, which takes on different shapes in different circumstances.
i firmly believe in 'youthful impulsiveness', which i would define as doing whatever u want to do without caring about what others would think about u. more importantly it encompasses the ideal of doing something for that moment without caring too much about the consequences. you see like me, i should be reading up on growth hormone now but i've spent close to 3 hours now on this blog spree. the critics would say i'm wasting my time and i should be studying for CAs.
but am i really wasting my time? i don't really care if i am. if i am then wasting time is a good form of therapy.
So anyway. i think that one day, i will take the woman-of-my-dreams-who-came-to-reality and travel to just any place in the world i fancy, whether it is santa barbara or santiago, and just absorb the world. God created such a big world. it's really amazing. it's mind-boggling.
i want to like drive to different states in usa. stop by a petrol station. come out of the car. feel the nevada wind blowing in my face and then just really look around and just see things. i believe in sitting down in the middle of a wilderness. i believe in doing stupid things like walking aimlessly in botanic gardens to look for a nice bench to sit down and study physiology, because when u're actually doing things that people don't normally do, u actually think more about yourself and your individuality. it's kind of sad in our country when everyone rather do the conventional. that's why i wanna challenge myself to do things out of the blue. don't u think there's a lot of value to that in life? to do things that are really quite OUT. it really adds a lot to life. like brushing teeth by the window and looking out at the sky and wondering where have all the stars gone. i love doing silly things. i think that's my 2nd life mandate after being a child of God.

i know tmr morning, when i'm going to wake up feeling WA LAO SO TIRED, maybe i'm going to think i really should have studied my biochem and not waste so much time. but that's what i'm talking about the different dimensions of my personal ideals. maybe that's the beauty to life. to do something that u'll regret but know that it's just for the kick of it, even when there's not much kick.

and i know that my language is like 'whattheheck' but i dunno i guess i just wanna write in whatever style i want, whatever u wanna think. i just wanna have my fun. and to do silly things.
it's a miracle you're here at this dead blog to read this. You must be really bored huh. but aren't we all. haha.
God bless yall'

david

HoOOoOoooO!!!

Merry Christmas to one and all! (late by about half an hour)

Just had to do this since the last post was happy birthday Caleb... What a dead blog. -__-

-gab

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALEB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow ok this is crazy!This blog hasn't been updated in ages man!I mean like...totally dead!HAHA!But well..we're all busy and stuff..and we haven't sat down..and talked and enjoyed each other's company for a long long time..I miss those times..where we just chatted..through hours and hours..how one topic can jump to another..how we teased each other..how we laughed at each other..how we played stupid games together..how we do things together..watch football..do nothing!wah..superb!haha..we should have some of these soon mmm?hehe..well i miss all ya guys:)
kaimin

hello.